Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Tuesday Night Wake-Up Call

I've been attending a small country church these last couple months where the people are friendly and the messages were uplifting. I got to know the pastor and his family intimately by spending time with them in their home and even helping out with the kids.

During these last few months, I would pick up on certain things the pastor said that didn't sit well with me, but I ignored them due to my fondness for him. I was quick to defend him and give him the benefit of the doubt when my husband raised a concern about the 'teachers' he was listening to. I figured he watched Mike Murdoch as research as to what not to do. Then I asked him what he thought of Benny Hinn and Paula White he had nothing but nice things to say about them. When he spoke of everyone having 'power within them to manifest the Holy Spirit' and that it was 'his job to bring out that power in everyone', I let that slide too. The majority of his sermons were focused on the power of healing and how he had that power, and gave examples of how he just knew about people's ailments - I let that go too. I let a lot of things go all because of my personal feelings for him as a pastor but tonight, I got a wake-up call.

He had a guest pastor speak tonight and the entire 45 minutes were filled with error. I mean one thing after another - I couldn't keep track. Here's a brief list....

He lead a tent 'revival' the other day and the Holy Spirit was there because everyone was screaming and jumping for joy, everyone felt filled with the Spirit because of this joy. It was a party with 600 people jumping out of their skin with joy. True revival isn't about emotionalism or increased church attendance (something else he talked about).

True revival is God-centered! It is realizing the great gulf between our sin and God's holiness. Isaiah 6:5 5 "Woe to me!" I cried. "I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty."

True revival is Godly sorrow for sin and repentance. Heb 12:17 For ye know how that afterward, when he would have inherited the blessings, he was rejected: for he found no place of repentance, though he sought it carefully with tears.

1 Th 1:9 For they themselves show of us what manner of entering in we had unto you, and how ye turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God;...
He talked about 'declaring' whatever you want from God. He talked about the power of your words. (word of faith)

He said that you might not receive God's "anointing" if you sit in the back of the church. But if you sit near the alter, God is always there. Plus it's easier for him to impart the anointing because he can reach you better.

He said the "name-it and claim-it", "blab-it and grab-it" people is something we need to emulate.

He gave praises to a pastor who was leading a revival in Florida with "fresh fire." He didn't give his name but it was obvious he was speaking of Todd Bentley.

He said Jesus died so that we can be physically healed. No, He died to prepare a way for us to be free of the bondage of sin through Jesus' blood.

He gave a warning that if you are ever in a church and the pastor makes you feel bad about yourself, or what you do, that it's from Satan. Conversely, if ALL of the messages are designed to uplift, encourage, and make you feel better about yourself, that it's of God.

These are only a few examples but there were many more. During this entire time, my pastor was nodding his head in agreement with everything he said. Although my pastor was never quite this vocal about his beliefs, it was clear that he was in 100% agreement with him.

So later, he asked those to come forward who needed healing. Two people went up. He told them to repeat after him and proceeded to pray to Satan to bind him and the two ladies repeated what he said. He was also 'declaring' that God heal them and again, they repeated it. I remembered the last time he was there - he went to everyone individually and prayed for them at the end of the service and I didn't want him to approach me, and ask me to repeat after him, and pray to Satan, and make demands on God so.....I quietly got up and walked out.

Surprisingly, I wasn't angry. I was, and am, very sad about this because I know that I cannot attend a church that is so steeped in error. I'm sad because I feel like a friendship is lost.
Amos 3:3
Can two walk together, except they be agreed?

I saw the 'red flags' but I ignored them because I went by MY feelings. I see this now.

I kept thinking of this verse: Rev 18:4..Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, ..

While this is in the context of Babylon falling in the end days, I think it has a broader application in coming out of churches who teach the sin of heresies. We are to flee all manner sin and I think this situation applies.

I learned a valuable lesson tonight and that is not to be biased in anyone's favor if they go against the Word of God. I learned that I am susceptible to following my own feelings and emotions. Although I'm saddened by these events, I am eternally grateful that the Lord has opened my eyes tonight. Praise Jesus!!!





8 comments:

Sicarii said...

Much kudos to you, Carol. I'm sorry about the loss of friendship, but you did the right thing!

Kudos also to your bravery and you putting the truth of God above everything else!

I will pray that you'll be able to find a good church soon.

God bless!

Phil Naessens said...

Hello,

A professor I had in Seminary used to use the three "F's" and they go something like this;

1) Faith

2).Facts

3). Feelings

Pretty simple stuff eh bible thumper?

King's Kid said...

Hello Carol,

...I kept thinking of this verse: Rev 18:4..Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, .. AMEN

Carol that was the perfect example of God's Holy Spirit at work.

The job of the Holy Spirit is to bring us into all TRUTH, and to convict us of our sins, according to the Word of God.

Praise God for His Spirit!

Peace and blessings

Caron said...

Amen, there can be no unity without truth.

Have you seen/heard Justin Peters on Way of the Master Radio? Here is a link:

http://filesfromtoni.blogspot.com/2008/06/new-video-clips-todd-friel-and-justin.html

Justin speaks out on the WoF movement and spoke at my church. He comes recommended by my pastor, Dr. John MacArthur.

Check out the "demo" on his site: http://www.justinpeters.org

God bless you!

Carol said...

Caron,
No I haven't seen him but thanks for the link - going to check it out.

Phil,

Yes that is simple. Very true and I must remember that. :)

Thank you Isaiah - and thank you for the prayers.

Shirley,
Amen!!! :)

lance said...

I pray you find a good church home soon. Stay well my dear friend.
Blessings,
Lance
www.lancessoulsearching.com

Bobby said...

Shalene and I just went through the same thing. It is hard falling in love with a church and then realizing that they are teaching false doctrines. I have to be even more aware with my kids and what they are taught. I will pray that you find a "church of truth".
God bless,
Bobby

Shalene said...

This is truly heart-breaking, to be sure, Carol, but I'm proud of you for listening to the Holy Spirit's leading, even if you didn't at first... It taked a woman of conviction and a woman truly wanting to follow God's leading to take the road less travelled. Anway just wanted to say that, and to say how exciting it is to me to see that your blog is back up... It was gone for so long, that I had lost hope that you would put it back up again... Yeah!!!! Carol's back!!! (And yes, Bobby is my husband. Ha Ha.... I just think that's too funny, that you didn't know, after all this time...) Blessings, sister...